sum ergo sum

Spirit support 11 months today, our beautiful Juliana left this world.    Its been a whirlwind of an experience.   I haven’t been posting in my blog as my attention was intensely focused on studying and passing my flight exam and check ride.  I’m happy to announce the instrument rating is now behind me as I passed with flying colors, literally.  The magnitude of the preparation has been all consuming. I didn’t know that I actually had the ability to study with such dedication. The flying practice itself was extremely challenging and many days I wanted to give up.  During the check ride, (after we had been already flying for over an hour,) I was feeling extreme doubt and exhaustion. My examiner was doing his best to cause a disorienting situation by changing my instruments. He placed sticky notes on three of the critical instruments then expected me to find my way with only use of a oscillating compass, all the time remaining on cou...

I found this piece scribbled in my journal, I wrote it the middle of the night after I had been struggling with  life  issues and asked for help and guidance.  The hand writing was surprisingly clear and different from my own. ~ Breathe dear one know you are divine breathe dear sweet tender soul and feel the universe in your cells breathe and let the corners of your lips turn up for life is to be lived, cherished, experienced there is nothing you could do to loose favor with source so be now in this moment now in your skin now in your experience now in your heart breathe and know you are apart of all creation, all of life and when this ends there will be more  worry not of things to come but create beauty every step of the way be joy  be love  be light in time we all will turn in our fleshy bodies in this life we all will die what is will not always be and being while you’re a being is what you n...