So much LOVE~

If God had come to me 23 years ago and said;
Hey Sariah I have an amazing adventure for you if your ready.
You will fall madly in love with a stranger, you will marry and make 4 beautiful babies, you will struggle like you have never struggled before, money will be tight but love will get you through. You will have many, many heart breaks, you will suffer from depression, betrayal, lonlieness, self esteem, you will be shamed and ridiculed, your heart will be broken. 
On the lighter side you will travel the world, You will have many friends and loved ones, you will have plenty of money and all the comforts you could ever desire, you will laugh, you will have more fun than you can imagine, you will cry and love and hate and feel like the world is amazing and terrible. You will grow and age and your children will love you and leave your care, you will find peace in nature and with animals. You will eventually love yourself and you will realize all of this is tailored to you asking. It is your desire to grow and expand as a human that has caused this specific journey. You will share and support and care for others. You will cheer on, and fight and be welcomed and hated. You will feel joy but your insecurities will test you daily. When you move into your 43rd year of life all of this will start to make sense and things will shift into place but you will have to go through heart ache and letting go in order to have a tremendous love and appreciation for all of it. Are you ready to ride the ride?

My sweet young innocent 20yearold self would say YES and
She did.

My 43 yr old self would say Hell Yes bring it on!

Hind site is amazing, Life is amazing. I have nothing but gratitude for this tremendous journey called Life. And would do it all again, No regrets.


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